HEHE.
i just had a funny chat with the evilers.
my dearie fellow evilers:
EVIL MONKEY
AND EVIL DUCKIE.
i was the mastermind
who changed nice monkey to
EVIL MONKEY
MUAHHAHA.
thanks to my coaching.
ain't i just EVIL?!?!?!
i think so.
i am gonna take over this nice world.
FARHAHA.
and i watched i not stupid 2
like FIVE TIMES
already leh.
SO NICE MAH. cos i bought the vcd already.
FARHAHA.
zeshan still into shawn.
actually he only look cute sometimes
in some scenes.
THE i ZHOU KAN magazine
under ama's (aka evil monkey's agong)
desk got SHAWN inside.
then he wore funny funny shorts.
then evil monkey and mua
LAUGHED LIKE SIAO OVER IT.
(WE RUMMAGED HER DESK DURING BAND PRACT)
really veh funny mah.
HEHE.

FARHAHA.
i am evil piggy.
taking over zeshan's mind.
trying to.
FARHAHAHA.
the converstaion so funny hor.
copied straight from msn.
that's how i got my evil piggy name.
from dear ZESHAN.
cos i told her i gonna put on my blog.
cos she said ah teo cuter than
MY DEARIE TORO AND ZAIZAI.
bleah.
evil duckie.
FARHAHAHA.
i feel like taking over her mind now.
I AM THE EVIL PIGGY.

it's more than just a tornado. says:
SO CUTE HOR
[[zEsHAn]] regrets; says:
EEKS! SO CUTE?!
[[zEsHAn]] regrets; says:
WAHHH...
it's more than just a tornado. says:
FARHHAHAHA
it's more than just a tornado. says:
cuter than ah teo hor
it's more than just a tornado. says:
and not as ah beng also
[[zEsHAn]] regrets; says:
HAHA. WHO?
it's more than just a tornado. says:
zaizai lor
it's more than just a tornado. says:
toro lor
[[zEsHAn]] regrets; says:
hahaha
[[zEsHAn]] regrets; says:
no!!
it's more than just a tornado. says:
YES LAH
[[zEsHAn]] regrets; says:
hahaha no lah...
it's more than just a tornado. says:
orh
it's more than just a tornado. says:
you think ah teo cuter than zaizai
it's more than just a tornado. says:
OMGG
it's more than just a tornado. says:
OMGOMGOMG
it's more than just a tornado. says:
AHHHH
it's more than just a tornado. says:
zeshan is blinded
[[zEsHAn]] regrets; says:
HAHA. BUT I NEVER SAY I THINK HE'S CUTE!!
[[zEsHAn]] regrets; says:
HE CUTER BUT HE NOT CUTE,
[[zEsHAn]] regrets; says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
it's more than just a tornado. says:
AHHH!!!
it's more than just a tornado. says:
ZESHAN IS BLINDED BY LOVE!!!
it's more than just a tornado. says:
AHHHH
[[zEsHAn]] regrets; says:
OII!
it's more than just a tornado. says:
zaizai and toro obviously cuter than ah teo lor
[[zEsHAn]] regrets; says:
NONONO..
[[zEsHAn]] regrets; says:
HAHAHA
it's more than just a tornado. says:
OMGOMG
it's more than just a tornado. says:
ZESHAN!!
[[zEsHAn]] regrets; says:
JAY IS THE CUTEST
[[zEsHAn]] regrets; says:
WAHAHAHAHA.
it's more than just a tornado. says:
dun change subject lah
[[zEsHAn]] regrets; says:
HAHA
it's more than just a tornado. says:
FARHAHAHa
[[zEsHAn]] regrets; says:
WHAT?
[[zEsHAn]] regrets; says:
REALLY MAH
it's more than just a tornado. says:
jay so NOT cuter
it's more than just a tornado. says:
but still cuter than ah teo
[[zEsHAn]] regrets; says:
HAHA
[[zEsHAn]] regrets; says:
YEA
[[zEsHAn]] regrets; says:
BUT HE'S CUTEST!
[[zEsHAn]] regrets; says:
HAHA
[[zEsHAn]] regrets; says:
JAY I MEAN
[[zEsHAn]] regrets; says:
NOT tea.
[[zEsHAn]] regrets; says:
*teo
[[zEsHAn]] regrets; says:
HAHAHA
[[zEsHAn]] regrets; says:
yea
it's more than just a tornado. says:
then for you ah teo second lor
it's more than just a tornado. says:
FARHAHAHA
[[zEsHAn]] regrets; says:
no only if zai zai and toro and jay and teo
[[zEsHAn]] regrets; says:
if not ---- DEFINITELY NOT
it's more than just a tornado. says:
teo become tea
[[zEsHAn]] regrets; says:
HAHA
[[zEsHAn]] regrets; says:
TEA TEA TEA
it's more than just a tornado. says:
FARHAHAHA
[[zEsHAn]] regrets; says:
ok.
[[zEsHAn]] regrets; says:
i'm gonna bathe!
[[zEsHAn]] regrets; says:
wheee..
[[zEsHAn]] regrets; says:
hahhhaha
[[zEsHAn]] regrets; says:
ok BRB
[[zEsHAn]] regrets; says:
AND.
[[zEsHAn]] regrets; says:
TEO IS NOT CUTE.
[[zEsHAn]] regrets; says:
HAH HAH.
it's more than just a tornado. says:
BUT YOU JUST SAID HE IS
[[zEsHAn]] regrets; says:
FARHAHA
it's more than just a tornado. says:
FARHAHAHA
[[zEsHAn]] regrets; says:
NO I DIDNT!
[[zEsHAn]] regrets; says:
EEKLS
it's more than just a tornado. says:
YES YOU DID
[[zEsHAn]] regrets; says:
NO!!
[[zEsHAn]] regrets; says:
WHEN?
[[zEsHAn]] regrets; says:
NEVER LA...
it's more than just a tornado. says:
DUN DENY
[[zEsHAn]] regrets; says:
I SAID HE'S NOT CUTE BUT BETTER THAN TORO AND ZAIZAI
[[zEsHAn]] regrets; says:
NEVER!
[[zEsHAn]] regrets; says:
FARHAA

gosh.
HAD NAPFA TODAY.
didn't really eat lunch lah!
maybe i did, if 3 nuggets are counted.
FARHAHA.
i guess they are.
and michelle drank milo then some milo
spilled from her mouth!
THEN SHE LOOKED LIKE A...
VAMPIRE WITH BROWN BLOOD DRIPPING!!!
FARHAHA.
then later we went to the gym
to do dunno what crap sit-ups.
then i saw jiejie's friend, kexin. (came to my house many times)
SO FREAKY.
the way she look at me.
michelle did the sit-ups first. with ania.
then she did like 22 then still got time she dun want
TO DO ANYMORE.
so wasted.
she kept complaining that her neck pain.
FARHAHA.
then later i did.
AND I GOT A STRAIGHT 'A'
then we went to the hall
then i was like "WHAT THE"
very loudly
cos ah teo was there.
anyway we went to do the 'killer'
FIRST-inclined pull ups.
and i only did 18. but luckily it's an 'A' already
(i went to ms pauline soh. she veh STRICT leh.)
then michelle, nat and i went to the sit and reach.
AHHHH.
MRS KEE WAS THERE.
SO FREAKY.
FARHAHAHA.
but i got an 'A' also.
(anyway, later we watched ania do it
and she didn't do very well, i think like 38 or something...
then mrs kee was like "you got so long arms,
MUST STRETCH MORE!"
then ania was like "I GOT LONG ARMS MEH")
FARHAHA.
ania like monkey arh.
got long arms de.
FARHAHAHA.
then later mummsy and natalie wanted
TO GO TO AH TEO'S STATION
to do the shuttle run.
then i pulled them away.
so we went to do the standing broad jump first.
we went to mrs hoh.
eugenia so funny de.
she jump already then it was like
17sumthing then she was like "YAYY"
so babyish.
FARHAHA.
then later i went and anyhow jump jump.
THEN I GOT AN 'A'
YAYY.
hahaha.
then we finally finally decided to go to
AH TEO
for the shuttle run cos i think somebody
said that he will help us cheat.
NANA was in front of us.
so we were like chanting
"GO NANA GO! GO NANA GO! GO NANA GO!"
AND HER TIMING WAS LIKE 10 sec only leh.
then she thanked ah teo for
HELPING HER CHEAT.
cheat so much somemore leh.
so in the end we went lor.
AND I GOT 11.2 sec leh.
FARHAHAHA.
so funny.
i told zeshan then she was like
"NOT FAIR! I SHOULD HAVE GONE THERE!"
FARHAHAHA.
then later nat wanted to redo her inclined pull ups.
so michelle and i went with her.
then mrs de asked her to support other people's legs.
FARHAHA.
AND SHE BECAME THE LEG SUPPORTER.
so funny.
but in the end,
SHE DID IT AND GOT A SHINY SHINY GOLD.
like me.
im so proud of myself.
FARHAHA.
but then after that there was a confusion
whether there was band pract or not.
so scary.
LUCKILY WE ASKED MRS DE AND SHE
TOLD MS SOH.
i was like PHEWWW.
and alyssa and i decided to go to
far east plaza.
then we asked alot of people if
they wanted to go with us. but they didn't.
so we went ALONE.
then at the gate
we saw some 2 guys standing and posing there.
I WENT "WHAT THE HELLLL"
very loudly.
i just couldn't stand people invading our school.
and then behind them were some
alian group of girls.
then later we saw another group of girls
lead by another 2 boys ( i think)
then later alyssa and i turned back
and we saw michelle and natalie.
they looked really sad.
but when they crossed the guys.
they suddenly very happy like dat.
FARHAHA.
then i couldn't stop laughing.

i continue later.
got to go now..

what the.
i finished music presentation already
then suddenly realise still got history.
SO SAD.
so much homework.
jjust read lingli's post.
so funny.
FARHAHAHA.
and lingli just told me
ANDREW'S A HOME ECONS REP.
FARHAHAHA.
cos on her tagboard he was like
"what's wrong with home econs rep?"
SO GAY.
FARHAHAHAH.
lingli thinks so too.
well, if she doesn't
i would think she became abnormal.
FARHAHAHAHA.
OMG.
i can't believe it.
SO SISSY JOB FOR A GUY.
FARHAHAHA.
IT MADE ME SO SO SO HYPER AND HIGH
FARHAHAHAHA.
NOW I CAN'T STOP LAUGHING...
hahahaha.
okok. i will stop.
ohh and i wanted to day today during gym
very funny
cos we were supossed to do the forward
AND backward roll thingy.
then natalie keep turning back to look at me.
then i cannot stop laughing.
so i keep tumbling.
FARHAHAHa.
and got once tricia got stuck halfway
like couldn't roll over
(IM LAUGHING LIKE MAD NOW)
then
CHARLOTTE GAVE HER A KICK!!!
FARHAHAHAHAHAHA,
so damn funny lah.
AND I COULDN't STOP LAUGHING THEN ALSO.
i laughed until i was lying on the foor
with a terrible ache in the stomach
and dear nat had to pull me up.
FARHAHAHA.
gym was SO FUNNY.
ohh and geog also
NOT COS OF u-noe-hu
but nat came running in and sat on the floor in a
terrible laughing fit.
SO I STARTED LAUGHING AT HER.
then later mr teo sat down
and crossed his legs.
and we could see his SOCKS.
SO HIGH.
then natalie and i started laughing like mad.
then he was like
"what's so funny"
then i started having laughing fit for 5 mins
like dat.
HAHAHAHA.
then he gave geog papers back
and said those on the top are those who failed.
so the whole class cheered for those on top.
then he thought we were crazy.
AND
natalie was like "look at his face
it's all red"
so i started laughing and laughing AGAIN.
SO FUNNY LAH!!!

woah.
i have loads of homework.
tomorrow have music presentation leh.
aiyoh.
die lah. haven't finish yet.
plus my thumbdrive i gave to lingli
WITHOUT COPYING OUT MY MUSIC STUFF
SHEESH
goshgosh.
gonna get reprimanded by dear lingli's ama-
michelle YEO.
ohh and today i acknowledged eugenia as
MY AMA
(cos siyuan not here anymore)
while lingli acknowledged her as
AGONG.
which we decided yesterday online
that ania would be bisexual.
FARHAHA.
lingli and i like to go kuku together.
me and natalie also.
FAARHHAHAHAHA.
and today during lit,
we were supossed to write/ draw a concrete poem
SEEMS FUN.
but i decided not to do in class.
natalie and i did alot of "FUNNY" stuffs.
FARHHAHAA.
one of those stuff was a drawing of eugenia
which later during geog,
mr teo saw.
GOSH.
i think he's gonna kill nat and i.
but
EUGENIA WILL BECOME A SERIAL MURDERER.
she was quite angry lah.
that nat was really upset.
all eugenia's fault. for...
inspiring us to draw her cos she looked so funny.
FARHAHA.
like her face like baoqingtian when she angry.
and like apple when she's happy.
and like xiao zhu when she's NORMAL.
xiao zhu as in luo zhi xiang.
cute guy mah. so not considered insult
to ania lah...

this post is SPECIALLY DEDICATED
to......
my dearest partner......
NATALIE TAN!!!
she's feeling sad.
awww.
haha.
she's those type of like
CRAZY CRAZY
WACKO WACKO
type. just like me.
we read the higher chinese
passage that was gonna be tested
last time
like opera singers!!
FARHAHA.
so funny lah.
then she said that TT look
like the chinese magazine
thingy
the zhubajie
hmm...
i really dunno what
other stufff to write leh..

FARHAHA.
i just changed my blog skin.
intended to do for 15min only.
but very difficult.
yesterday
we ran the 2.4km run
FOR NAPFA.
i ran slowly with angela for like 4 rounds
but michelle like
ran right in front in the first round
then the other rounds she got no strength.
she like run then walk,
run then walk.
FARHAHA.
then i run past her
then she suddenly run in front of me
very fast.
i told her don't run SO FAST.
she don't want to
listen to me.
bu ting lao ren yan, chi kui zai yan qian.
FARHAHA.
eugenie was so weird during reccess.
like"tell the truth to the measuring cylinder"
to zeshan.
SO FUNNY.
then zeshan said something ABIT
MEAN.
i still cannot stop laughing
at eugenia. SHE LOOKS SO DAMN FUNNY,
I JUST CAN'T STOP LAUGHING!!!
haha.
ohoh. and yesterday,
we got the new south wales science test thingy.
SO FREAKY.
and at night at learning lab,
hazel was still talking about zeshan
and MR TEO.
FARHAHA.
and mrs lim finally came back.
cos last week the teacher was SO BORING.
phewww.
LINGLI I DIDN'T RECEIVE
THE EMAIL AND I DUN LOVE F4 OK?!?!
i got nothing else to say lah.
nvm.
byeee.

aiyah.
today so shit one.
morning first lesson got test.
sumore geog leh.
sumore stupid ah teo set one leh.
he purposely made it difficult.
duh. darh..
i have tests.
for geog, i have been doing considerably well
considering the fact
that i have ah teo as my geog teacher.
but the paper was the toughest so far.
to me only lah.
die le. die le.
aiyoh....
suan le ba. i can just
tell my parents i have a
lousy teacher.
HAHAHA. no. wait.
should be:
FARHAHA.
yepp.
and today when we went for reccess
i was walking with michelle
then we saw mr teo.
and eugenia was behind us.
then michelle was like
"let's see eugenia's expression when she walk past"
i thought it was really funny.
so i kept turning back to look at eugenia.
then
i COULDN'T HELP LAUGHING
cos she looks so funny.
FARHAHAHA.
she thought i was crazy lah.
(i am, actually. haha)
so i couldn't stop laughing all the way till
AFTER RECCESS.
yeah.
and during reccess she kept stressing
that he is me and michelle's
husband.
so NOT.
BUT...
i think SHE LIKES HIM.
im being lame but
hmm...
dunno how to eplain lah.
fan zheng
she always find every
small oportunity to try to talk to him.
hahahahahahaha.
forget it.
i didn't study AT ALL
for english.
bet no one did.
FARHAHA.
anyway, i was like
"im gonna fail. im gonna fail..."
chanting those
dreadful words.
cos my english is horrible in the first place
and ah teo doesn't really
TEACH US!!!
urghhh.
not fair.
FEEL LIKE MURDERING HIM.
but if i do,
alot of people will be heartbroken..
oh well,
the test was a full compre
inclusive of damn summary.
I HATE ENGLISH.
actually, not really.
hehe.
literature is nice.
then after school,
angela and i went to eat
the FAMOUS MEE POK.
then jiejie came to ask for my ez-link.
seemed so desperate.
haha.
so funny.
mee pok felt unhealthy.
lingli kept rushing me.
"Michelle, HURRY UP LAH."
FARHAHA.
luckily later band pract mr yap in main band.
PHEWWw
we did our own stuff until
ms ng came in.
(i finally found out her name after like..4 months.)
lingli and i laughed like xiao.
as usual.
while eugenie dilligently BLOWED her
trumpet. constipatedly.
FARHAHA.
constance also.
so funny de.
you should see the way they play.
eugenie KISSES her trumpet
darlinnngg.
haha.
good thing we only had 30 min
of sickening practice
then later i went with lingli to
my class (to get math wksheet)
then to the canteen
(to buy lingli's food)
then both of us went to khoo audi to peng chang
for the main band.
nice music.
criticiser mr yap.
STUPID.
kept criticising eunice,
who was like pouting and shaking while
she was playing.
FARHAHA.
i think i got the FARHAHA virus
from dear lingli and zeshan.
SHEESH.
farhaha...

OK TODAY'S SUCH A HORRIBLE
TERRIBLE DAY.
WOKE UP WITH GREAT TROUBLES
AND
WORRIES OF THE
MUCH DREADED
NAPFA2.4KM RUN.
ONLY CRAZY PEOPLE LIKE
MISS EUGENIA SIAH
LOVES RUNNING.
NO OFFENCE, BUT...
DUNNO LAH.
I JUST HATE RUNNING.
BUT NOW
I HAVE DECIDED TO RUN 2KM A WEEK.
IMPROVEMENT FROM 2KM
IN 1.5 MONTHS.
ANYWAY, BESIDES THAT,
I HAD A HORRIBLE STOMACHACHE
AFTER I WASHED MY FACE.
HATE IT.
SO DAO MEI ONE.
THEN WENT TO SCHOOL REALLY
REALLY DEPRESSED.
THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO FAIL.
SAD.
FELT RELLY DEPRESSED.
ANGELA ALSO.
POOR US.
FIRST LESSON WAS GEOG.
STUPID. GOT SO CALLED
"SURPRISE TEST"
FROM MR TEO. FATTY.
THEN THE NEXT LESSON WAS...
PE!!!
ANGELA AND I PARTNERED
YINGYING AND MICHELLE
RESPECTIVELY.
THEN LATER MRS DE. SAID
THAT HALF DO TODAY
OTHER HALF DO NEXT WEEK.
I TOLD MICHELLE
TO DO FIRST.
PLEASE LAH. I AM IN NO CONDITION
TO RUN!!!
THEN SHE DON'T WANT.
SUDDENLY SAY
DUNNO WAD
NOT FEELING WELL.
ANOTHER FATTY. PLEASE LOR.
I GOT SUPER PISSED.
SHE LIKE NAT NG LIKE THAT.
AIYOH. MICHELLE! BAD
BAD BAD SIGN LEH!
ANYWAY, MICHELLE FOUND ANOTHER
PARTNER-EUGENIA
COS SHE WANTED TO RUN BUT HER
PARTNER JOCELYN WANTED ALSO.
SO I ALSO FOUND A PARTNER.
YUP.
I WAS VERY VERY VIGILANT.
CAN ASK ANGELA.
EVERY MINUTE I WILL ASK HER
"JOCE PASS ALREADY?"
HAHA.
COS I GOT BAD EXPERIENCE.
LAST LAST YEAR.
THE DAMN RECORDER MADE ME RUN
TWO ROUNDS EXTRA LEH.
TWO LEH!!!
LUCKILY I STILL GOT C.
HMPH.
ANYWAY, JOCELYN DID WELL (B)
FOR THE RUN
BUT WAS REALLY UPSET.
I WOULD BE GLAD TO EVEN GET A 'C'.
THE REST OF THE DAY
WAS OK.
BUT AFTER THE LAST LESSON
WHEN WE WERE PREPARING
TO GO HOME,
FAT MR TEO TURNED UP
AND SAID HE HAD GEOG WITH US.
URGHH.
THEN HE GAVE OUT THE PAPERS
THAT WE JUST DID IN THE MORNING TO US.
I GOT 10/15.
SO LOUSY RIGHT?
COS I READ THE MINIMUM TEMP WRONGLY
AND IT COST ME 5 MARKS.
URGHHHH.
PISSEDPISSED.
AND I STILL WANT DEAR
LINGLI'S SISTER'S LIUXINGHUAYUAN VCD.
COS IT'S SO CUTTEEEEE!

im in the com lab now lah.
doing this secretly.
hehe.
and im like third person
from the
FREAKING TEACHER.
gosh.
i have
guts.
haha. ACTUALLY...NOT.
today we had captain's ball game
interclass.
eugenia and huiying got booked
FOR WEARING PE.
according to them,
cause of ms chong.
i think
she HATES OUR CLASS.
duh.
she doesn't teach us.
anyway, we played against pe first,
then pr
then co.
pe- sarah tan's group.
urghh.
don't wanna talk about it.
pr-they were
strong. but they kinda cheated.
co- eugenie was goalkeeper.
then she keep
saying we cheat
when we didn't.
she overly agaitated lah.
mood swings.
BADBAD.
reccess so funny.
just now we went to zeshan's class
and she and hazel
started
SQUABBLING.
HAHAHAHA.
so funny to see them argue
dunno wad
'everlasting love' quoted from
dear hazel.
haha. she was referring to mr teo.
but he's like 2wice our age lah.
SO OLD.
hahahahaha.
they so funny de.
and zeshan and lingli say
THEIR TOILET NICEER THAN OURS.
so weird right.
and michelle yeo was MISSING
mou mou ren.
MUAHAHAHAHAH.

friday was good friday.
which means that i had 3 days of holidays.
doing nothing.
besides studying and lazing around.
no excitement.
no fun.
nothing.
oh well,
friday was quite boring,
with no plans at all.
couldn't decide where to go.
in the end,
we carried those
rustied skates to the car
and off we went
to west coast park.
meant to be east, but older sis said
WEST.
it sucked. (sorry, but
we were like just going round
in dreadful circles
plus it looked ulu.)
sheesh.
bad choice.
then saturday, which was just yesterday,
we went to civil service club at
bukit batok to sign up.
the place was so PRETTY.
but anyway,
we wanted to go swimming
(already brought the stuff)
but then the weather was overly hot
and i was afraid of tanning
my already superly over-tanned skin.
so we just went bowling.
i
am a
LOUSY BOWLER.
believe me.
i can't even walk those somple
four steps and swing
the ball with force.
see.
now you know.
good.
but yesterday, my daddy forced me to
walk two steps and bowl
i had 2 games.
the first-
the score at first was like ----3.4.
(if you bowled before, you would know wad i mean)
but the total score was 61.
yeah. ok for lousy bowler like me.
then second round it was great.
well,
at least BETTER.
hmm. i got three spares in a row lah
but the total score
only 78.
i think
seventy something. oh well.
what can i say?
i did my BEST.
we decide to go swimming at the club today.
can't wait.
the pool there can be compared to wild wild wet lah.
like got wave pool
swirl pool
children's pool and a
superb slide.
what else can you ask for for free entrance?
hmm.
oh yes,
i got over my depression.
yeah. finally. i know.
NOW IM HAPPY LIKE A...
PIG??!?!?!?!?

i know
my style of writing.
i know
it changed.
i think
i changed with my mood.
and no.
i don't have mood swings.
just thinking-
about those sad things
make me wanna cry.
can't help it
and won't.
probably influence.
influence
from jocelyn.
that's wad i think. maybe.
maybe.
i would be happy again tomorrow.
and i'll write or rather type differently again.
hope in a dark tunnel...

(i tink this is like a twisted poem. ((: )

for two days, i have been depressed.
the reasons?
im not really sure too.
for one thing i know, yesterday was HORRIBLE.
maybe no THAT,
but still.
im trying really hard to hide my damn depression today.
i really am.
probably it doesn't work.
but too bad if you are affected
or
infected by my depression.
i don't know and i don't
want to know.
i think i was depressed yesterday is
because...
i didn't bring my pencil case.
i know you think that's no good reason
but... i don't know.
and after school, i went to the amphi to get the
hollaback crew tickets.
cause scgs got into the finals. (band seniors. cool.)
i don't know why too.
but it stank.
group of people with smelly perspiration
towering over me
like over-sized skunks.
michelle got bitten. (i didn't know skunks bite)
oh well.
i was happy for awhile. then
i thought. why do i wanna go? WHY?
could not think of an answer.
then sank into depression quickly again.
i went home, head down.
tried to smile.
but could not. why? i don't know.
when i went home
the computer was gone
not thw whole thing.
only the screen.
but the screen is essential.
so when my jie came home she 'sacrificed' hers.
wadever.
then she knew that i have hollaback crew tickets.
then she said all sec1s are posers.
including ME.
i got totally
PISSED OFF.
stupid- (sorry, i can't help it)
today, i got troubled
over the tickets again. i decided
it was not worth my time and effort gettting there.
though i wanted to support our school. badly.
besides,
michelle gave hers to alyssa.
what else do i have to hold onto?
nothing.
nothing.
michelle was evidently sad
that alyssa got money from sale of HER ticket
and not giving her a share
or something.
then she kept saying its illegal.
chi bu dao de pu tao shi suan de mah.
by the way, my chinese
sucks.
horribly.
now, im still depressed.
i hope i will turn happy as
soon as possible.
but
i know-
impossible.

phew.
just completed my learning lab work. the trabelogue-like descriptive essay.
i did it on japan.
so long leh. like 524. i know lah. that's actually not very long (my longest is 10000 plus words lah.)
but still, i love it.
anyway, i was super depressed today.
cos last night i got a call from grace for the class relay system to bring science workbook.
and i was supposed to do 3 chpt but i didn't.
almost died. nat tan even worse lah. she so dao mei one.
haha.
she practically turned cold lor.
sighh..
and we got back maths test today.
(still can't believe they marked so fast. just did it yesterday.)
i did VERYVERYVERY BADLY!
like only average.
or prbably below.
then mrs chia kept trying to comfort me.
(i didn't know my depression was that obvious lah. )
so...
nevermind. forget it.
whatever.
ohh and I LOVE YOU TOO LINGLI AND 6SY'05!!
*hiphiphooray! HIPHIPHOORAY!*
love you loads.
*you know who you are...
HAHAH
byee

lingli didn't come to school for two days lo.
SO MEAN.
and then dear eugenia was like "lingli say she got lump in her neck. she say she gonna stay in hospital" or something.
then michelle and i were like "OMG! REALLY?"
and then she was like "i think so lah. dunno."
so lame de.
aiyoh. can't believe i believe her.
sumore i told siyuan that she got lump leh.
haha. and today michelle was like "lingli staying in Gleneagles leh" to eugenie.
then eugenie was like "no lah. CRAZY WOMAN."
haha. so funny lo. our conversation sounds weird to me now that i typed it out.
OH AND MICHELLE YEO FINALLY FINALLY
TOLD ME ON MSN
THAT SHE HATED HANDBELLS.
OMGOMG!
i was like yayyay to her.
haha.
i saved the conversation. TOO BAD, MICHELLE.
haha. yepp. and now eugenie loves and totally loves band.
maybe because of mr yap.
HAHAHAHAHAHAH.
no lah.
i dun really think so lah.
but eugenie totally loves eunice and the other sec4 seniors.
she damn enthu de.
OK. LINGLI GET WELL SOON OK?
tag me if u read this.
loves,
MICHELLe

sheesh.
no more tv for tv addicted me.
like how to survive.
my father like practically cut off the cord for the tv.
then he say its an 'exercise' to see whether
i can live without my darling tv.
this is HORRIBLE.
SAD. DEVASTATING.
but i just watched the liu xing hua yuan in my sister's room secretly
yesterday. haha.
i seriously hope they don't find out lor.
if not no computer also.
i think im just gonna die.
he said it will AT LEAST last for ONE WEEK.
sheesh.
anyway,liu xing hua yuan ROCKS lo.
SO DAMN FUNNY.
i want i want.
it's so CUTE AND FUNNY.
yah the whole time i was laughing.
even though i am SO NOT a fan of F4.
duh.
yupp. so if anyone has must lend me.
cos the one i watched was my sister's friends's.

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